When I go to New York

I want to do this.
Give peace a chance kids.

Do you just have those weeks that you feel alone?
Like no one else is really there?
Well thats what my past few weeks have felt like
But it doesn't really bother me...
Because its like these past few weeks I've fallen more in love with God

Thats all I had to say.

=)

I love my sister.

Willingness and Readiness to Know God More

"Once you have come to believe God, you demonstrate your faith by what you do. Some action is required...You cannot continue life as usual or stay where you are, and go with God at the same time...To go from your ways, thoughts, and purposes to God's will always requires a major adjustment. God may require adjustments in your circumstances, relationships, thinking, commitments, actions, and beliefs. Once you have made the necessary adjustments you can follow God in obedience. Keep in mind-the God who calls you is also the One who will enable you to do His will."-Henry Blackaby and Calaude King...Experiencing God

So this is love...

simply my best friend Jesus =]

&

I lost my purity ring, which was my beloved claddagh [how do you spell it???], while swimming. Basically it didnt really bother me cause what it stood for was lost a year ago...ha almost on that day.

My dad wants to get me another one, and I want another one. I want to try this whole thing all over again.


So I've been finding new music for the past month almost and I'm finding the most amazing music ever!!! So go listen to I'm from Barcelona...their picture loaded up fuzzy =[

Mmhmm

I am blessed.

Amazing

photographs

Again?

I am tired of hearing that I am too nice. That I'm too good of a friend for some people. That I deserve better. I hate how people use those as excuses to stop a friendship.

It happened again.

It breaks my heart. You come to love people with their faults, yet they think that their faults are too much, too much for me and they think they're protecting me from getting hurt. Really they're hurting me more...Of course I'm going to love you despite everything bad you've done. Im far from perfect. And all I want is for you to love me and encourage me to do better. Isn't that what we all desire?

I'm holding in tears because I knew in the back of my head this would happen. I mean, most of me didn't think so but a little part of me did. The little part that still is afraid of what people can do to my heart. I don't want to see all my friendships in a negative way, so I try to see them in a positive light. I don't want to live in fear. But here I am again. I'm not going to complain about anyone, because no one is perfect. I'm still going to love these people who have hurt me, and not on purpose. I'm not going to ask why do I have to be so accepting and so kind-hearted. Thats the way I am and nothing can change that. I just pray that God will show them they can be loved despite their sins. And I pray God brings better people into their lives to bless them in ways I cannot.

Thank you to all who have put up with me. I am blessed to have you in my life. I'm blessed to just know you. Thank you for your prayes and your love. I appreciate you all. <3

Sarang is love in Korean.
Isn't that beautiful?
I think it is...

I'm looking forward to the school year. God is going to do wonderful things in so many people. Basically, the most amazing people go to Biola and I'm so blessed to know them.

Content.

I am content.
God is good.
Always.

BIOLA!

IM GOING BACK TO THE B TO THE I-O-L-A!

Broken

I'm broken.

Because I don't have a heart anymore...

I'm going to hurt someone.
Again.
Because I'm too selfish.
I just want to forget I ever loved.
But you don't forget the person who holds your heart.
How can you. They have your heart!
Sometimes they don't even know...
Basically I miss Ricky.
No matter how hard I push him to the darkest corner of my mind.
He still lingers...Only boy that can make me cry.
That says a lot...believe me.

Honestly...

I want to be drunk right now.
Its easier for me to be honest when I'm drunk.
Plus I like feeling like nothings wrong.

This is goodbye then.

Thanks for the 9 years.
Goodbye.
I think I'll miss you.

Is this goodbye?

Since I'm saying goodbye to Childhood
Must I say goodbye to you too?

Scene.

Mmm...

I like this picture. This guy is very attractive. Hes so comfortable with himself. Or so it seems. Thats attractive. Its attractive when people are who they want to be. Not who society or others tell them to be.

But then I look at this picture more and I wonder if he's just trying to be trendy with the whole "indie" scene thats going on right now. Probably. And I'm attracted to most boys who are into the whole indie/folk scene.

Am I just caught up in this trend or would I always like this music or this style or these type of boys...I think I am caught up in it. I didn't want to be but here I am. I do know I've always liked folk music though...I doubt I'll ever stop liking it.

I don't want to be part of the scene. I don't want people to label me as just another scene kid. I want people to label me as someone who is on fire for God and wants to live according to His will. I want people to think I'm different because of my heart, not because of some trend that will be over. Yes, some people have been living the indie lifestyle for awhile but more people have picked it up and its become the cool thing to do. I respect those who have always lived this way.

<3

And God is amazing. I sat outside tonight with my dad and sister and we just talked. I love when we do that. The moon was so big and bright it lit up the whole sky. It was beautiful. And the stars...wow. God made the moon and stars. He made that beauty we see every night. Amazing. I didn't wish on the stars tonight because I didn't see a shooting star :( but I loved every moment I spent spending time with my dad and sister!

thoughtbubbles

thoughtbubbles
Lizzz is home from Europe!

The Kings.

These men=Kings of Convenience
which=beautiful good music