Because I don't have a heart anymore...

I'm going to hurt someone.
Again.
Because I'm too selfish.
I just want to forget I ever loved.
But you don't forget the person who holds your heart.
How can you. They have your heart!
Sometimes they don't even know...
Basically I miss Ricky.
No matter how hard I push him to the darkest corner of my mind.
He still lingers...Only boy that can make me cry.
That says a lot...believe me.